Okay, so it's been a while since I've blogged but here I am!
Update: So it's been really rough here. I've been lonely, homesick and sad and for a while, all I did was cry. Christmas sucked! I found out my grandma has skin cancer and my grandpa has some kind of mass in his throat. How great is that news??? And of all the days to break it to me, my family had to do it on Christmas... when I'm over 1,000 miles away from home. I immediately wanted to pack my stuff and move home which I came close to doing. I already had a ride and place to stay planned. BUT like always, I'm very irrational when it comes to my emotions. After really thinking it over, I realized I was using my grandparents and my homesickness as an excuse to run again. Every time something gets too hard for me to handle, I run. The whole point in me moving away from home and starting over was to change that flaw.
I can say it's gotten a bit easier though. I am still home sick but I have made several friends from work. We went out on New Years and had a great time! I also met a guy! His name is Scott and I really like him. For once, I'm not letting my nerves get the best of me. I've actually been on 4 dates with him. Maybe this will be the first Valentines Day that I will have a date. :)
I've also been looking around at apartments and that's exciting. I'm just ready to get off this couch and on my own lol. Another thing, I'm going to start a sketch comedy channel on youtube. I think it would be great for me..... OF course, I have to buy a better computer and a nice camera. My writing has slowed down so I'm trying to pick back up on that too.... one day at a time.... one day...
