Monday, February 13, 2012

No Good Mother

Well, its been a long while since I've been on here. Not much has dramatically changed. I am still sleeping in my friends living room. I still have no car. Luck just hasn't been on my side lately. I have been saving money to get a car and every time I get a good chunk of change saved up, something happens. A few weeks ago, I got really sick. I had a sinus infection and a severe inner ear infection and my ear drum ruptured. That week cost me over $300 bucks.

I was just getting back on track and was apartment hunting but kept getting denied from apartments. After calling my old apartments, I discovered my shady mother took the rent money I left with her to pay my apartment and spent it. So it went to collections. I had to pay over $600 to get it off my credit. Now I'm back to square 1.

How come when I finally make a change in my life for the better and try to live my life the right way, I go through more grief than before when I was careless? It just doesn't seem fair. When will the clouds clear for me??